February 26th, 2015
Henry August Pshigoda graced us with his presence on
February 26, 2015 at 11:15 a.m. as the snowflakes turned thick and heavy.
Throughout my pregnancy the words MIGHTY! AND REJOICE! would blare in my head. Mighty,
indeed. He is tiny weighing in at a mere 7 lbs. 14 oz. but he is surely mighty.
He found his way into this world swiftly and boldly and cried the moment we set
eyes on him. Seconds later he was nursing with full force and the undoubted
‘ruler of our hearts’. His name sake is a German/Russian potato farmer I never had
the pleasure of meeting. I have been told he was somber and hardworking and
stoic, as is his grandson, my husband and my partner in this life and all the
ones before and after it. The father of this child and my second chance to do
it right, to do it forever. The single
person who causes me to look in the mirror every day and want to be better and
know that I am my best.
I knew long before Henry burst into our lives that day, that
he was special. Blessed, anointed, a child held in God’s hands, an old soul and
the truest of gifts. In all the whirlwind that is child birth, I felt a strong
presence of the Heavenlies in the delivery room that day. I believe I even
spoke the words out loud. Perhaps Henry August himself, his wife Pauline
(Ashley’s beloved grandmother), Adam Crownover, Justin Gifford, Beatrice Benton, Roy Bulls.
Angels delivered him into our arms and I could keenly sense our great cloud of
witnesses cheering us on. He is a miracle and a gift and a combination of all
that is good in both of us. Here to remind us of the race that is set before
us. To remind us to shed the heavy cloak of our past sins and mistakes and to
start anew. Running with such might and force towards all that is good and
lovely and angelic. I can and will always remember looking around the hospital
room that day and envisioning the faces of those who have gone before us
smiling and clapping and whispering of his beauty and might; rejoicing as he
left them to be our son. The love and grace of the past year and the jet black
Mohawk atop his perfect head has forever changed my soul and changes it again
and again every day. Mighty. He is mighty. I will forever rejoice.
‘Therefore, since we are surrounded
by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin
which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set
before us.’-Hebrews 12:1
